19!

When my birthday rolls around, it's always... interesting. There's good and bad things about it.
Some Good Things:
1. I get to see all the people that actually like me. They appreciate me in their lives and that is amazing in itself. People don't know how much it means to me that they actually talk to me and be nice. With everything that I've been through, I am thrilled abou that! :)

2.I get to have a party with those people.

3. This year was exciting because I'm 19.. You know what that means.. Canada! :) I went up and had my first legal drink. I've tasted a few drinks in my life but I'm not one of those kids that is an alcoholic by age 16.. I don't drink. But I figured it would be an exciting adventure. And let me tell you... It's still not on my list of favorite things. But it was exciting. :)

And with the good comes the bad:

1. Family Drama. Everybody has it, but you haven't met my family. Everybody hates eachother secretly but is nice to them face to face. Afterwards, they gossip to everyone about how stupid that person is and how much they hate them. Fun, Right? haha. It's hard to get them all in a room together. I like to avoid it.. I attempted that this year and it turned out a little interesting.. Let's just say.. It shouldn't have been as dramatic as it was but you know how some people are..

2. I've realize how much I've lost in life. And I realize how many friends that I don't have.. Very depressing.

3. To all those people that have been around forever and been to every birthday of mine, and then decided to screw me over.. thanks for ruining my past memories and wasting my time. I'm so glad that you aren't around anymore. I don't need crappy people like that in my life! :)