Last Wednesday, I went to Senior Recognition Night at the high school. I haven't been to one since 3 years ago when my brother had to be there. It was mixed emotions that night. And tons of them! I was happy because all these people were graduating and they are starting a new chapter in their life. But on the other hand, this was supposed to be the year I graduate. And I'm not. Yes, I got my GED. But I wish I didn't have my stupid sleep disorder because maybe I could have been "normal" and stayed in high school. Everybody says that they hate high school but I wish I had the chance to hate it. Does that sound strange? But I never got to go to a school dance. And when senior prom was here, that was very depressing. I mean even if I was in school, I don't think I would have gone to a dance anyway. Who would ask me? I'm just the girl that sleeps all the time. But at Senior Night, I was happy for everybody and so proud that my class had did it! I was fine up until the slideshow.. then I started crying. Everybody had their senior pictures up there and I just was so mad that I didn't have the chance to have the high school experience. Plus- there was a picture with Chelsey like every other picture!! That just made it worse. And another reason I hated that night was because Chelsey's name should have been on right side with the name of the person getting the scholarship. But it sucks that she is on the "In Memory Of" side. I think about her a lot and it's very depressing because she didn't have the chance. If anybody deserved "normal", it's her.
So it was an interesting night to say the least. Lots of thoughts when through my mind and sometimes I wish that I can just stop them. But that's a downfall of bipolar, I can't. But my mom did get me a yearbook this year! That's good!
So as far as graduation, I really want to go. But I know that I will start bawling. It's alright though. I need to be there or I will hate myself forever. It's just been an interesting and very hard year.. Happy it's almost over. But at the same time... I want to go back in time!
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Ski To Sea
Happy Memorial Day weekend! That also means ski to sea activities and LOTS of people. Today I took Cooper and Nolan to the parade. They are some kids that I babysit and they are super adorable! It was really rainy and cold outside but it was still fun! :) It's great to see it through the eyes of little kids. They see it so differently! But I had a great time. And tomorrow are all the booths in fairhaven. I'm excited to see what they have. :)
Sunday, May 2, 2010
RELAY FOR LIFE!!!
THIS POST IS IMPORTANT SO IT IS ALL IN CAPS!!
I HAVE MADE A TEAM FOR LYNDEN RELAY FOR LIFE. IT IS JUNE 25-26. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN MY TEAM, GO TO THIS WEBSITE- http://main.acsevents.org/goto/GettinJiggyWPink
THAT IS MY TEAM PAGE. MY TEAM NAME IS "GETTIN JIGGY WITH PINK". IT IS IN MEMORY OF MY BEST FRIEND, CHELSEY EBERT. I HAVE BEEN ON OTHER TEAMS IN THE PAST, BUT THIS YEAR I DECIDED TO MAKE MY OWN. SO PLEASE JOIN MY TEAM OR HELP ME RAISE MONEY!! YOU CAN CHECK MY FACEBOOK PROFILE FOR THE LINK OR CLICK THE ONE ABOVE. IT IS TO RAISE $$ AND TO JOIN. PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT RAISING MONEY AND FINDING A CURE FOR CANCER!! AND I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE PEOPLE JOIN MY TEAM. IT GOES ALL NIGHT, AND WE NEED WALKERS FOR ALL HOURS OF THE EVENT! I WILL PROBABLY WALK LIKE MIDNIGHT-ISH. BUT IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO COME SEE ALL THE FESTIVITIES THERE WILL BE LOTS THERE!
IF YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN TO RELAY FOR LIFE THIS IS WHAT IT'S ABOUT:
IT IS HOSTED BY AMERICAN CANCER SOCIETY. THEY RAISE MONEY FOR CANCER RESEARCH AND TO FIND A CURE! THERE ARE LOTS OF BOOTHS SELLING COOL STUFF. THERE ARE GIFT BAGS, BAKED GOODS, PIZZA, BRACELETS, AND OTHER CRAFTS. LAST YEAR, THERE WAS EVEN A GUY SELLING S'MORES FOR $1. ALSO THE LUMINARIAS ARE AMAZING! SO EMOTIONAL BUT AMAZING! SO COME JOIN MY TEAM AND WALK. OR HELP RAISE MONEY. OR JUST ENJOY THE EVENT. ALSO, EVERY 2 HOURS IS A DIFFERENT THEME FOR THE WALK. THEY HAVE HAD SCHOOL SPIRIT, CAMO, '80s, HOLLYWOOD.. ALL KINDS OF THEMES. ALL KINDS OF FUN FOR THE WHOLE FAMILY!!
THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!! :)
EVERYBODY IS AFFECTED BY CANCER. WHETHER YOU HAVE IT, YOUR FRIEND, FAMILY, OR A FRIEND OF A FRIEND. EVERYBODY DEALS WITH IT. SO LET'S HELP STOP IT!
I HAVE MADE A TEAM FOR LYNDEN RELAY FOR LIFE. IT IS JUNE 25-26. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN MY TEAM, GO TO THIS WEBSITE- http://main.acsevents.org/goto/GettinJiggyWPink
THAT IS MY TEAM PAGE. MY TEAM NAME IS "GETTIN JIGGY WITH PINK". IT IS IN MEMORY OF MY BEST FRIEND, CHELSEY EBERT. I HAVE BEEN ON OTHER TEAMS IN THE PAST, BUT THIS YEAR I DECIDED TO MAKE MY OWN. SO PLEASE JOIN MY TEAM OR HELP ME RAISE MONEY!! YOU CAN CHECK MY FACEBOOK PROFILE FOR THE LINK OR CLICK THE ONE ABOVE. IT IS TO RAISE $$ AND TO JOIN. PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT RAISING MONEY AND FINDING A CURE FOR CANCER!! AND I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE PEOPLE JOIN MY TEAM. IT GOES ALL NIGHT, AND WE NEED WALKERS FOR ALL HOURS OF THE EVENT! I WILL PROBABLY WALK LIKE MIDNIGHT-ISH. BUT IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO COME SEE ALL THE FESTIVITIES THERE WILL BE LOTS THERE!
IF YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN TO RELAY FOR LIFE THIS IS WHAT IT'S ABOUT:
IT IS HOSTED BY AMERICAN CANCER SOCIETY. THEY RAISE MONEY FOR CANCER RESEARCH AND TO FIND A CURE! THERE ARE LOTS OF BOOTHS SELLING COOL STUFF. THERE ARE GIFT BAGS, BAKED GOODS, PIZZA, BRACELETS, AND OTHER CRAFTS. LAST YEAR, THERE WAS EVEN A GUY SELLING S'MORES FOR $1. ALSO THE LUMINARIAS ARE AMAZING! SO EMOTIONAL BUT AMAZING! SO COME JOIN MY TEAM AND WALK. OR HELP RAISE MONEY. OR JUST ENJOY THE EVENT. ALSO, EVERY 2 HOURS IS A DIFFERENT THEME FOR THE WALK. THEY HAVE HAD SCHOOL SPIRIT, CAMO, '80s, HOLLYWOOD.. ALL KINDS OF THEMES. ALL KINDS OF FUN FOR THE WHOLE FAMILY!!
THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!! :)
EVERYBODY IS AFFECTED BY CANCER. WHETHER YOU HAVE IT, YOUR FRIEND, FAMILY, OR A FRIEND OF A FRIEND. EVERYBODY DEALS WITH IT. SO LET'S HELP STOP IT!
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