This one probably won't be as long but we'll see..
Well my mom has had this best friend since like middle school. So she was always there to celebrate our birthday and stuff with us. Plus- we saw her probably every day. Ya.. she was that involved in our lives. But at the beginning of '08 when I needed people the MOST... she stopped talking to us. She had dropped us just like that. Without warning or anything.. so we have tried to keep in touch with cards, letters, texts, etc.. but maybe 3 replies a year. Well it hit the point of reality when she forgot my bday last year. Not just any birthday but my 18th bday!! And then she called my brother on his. My brothers bday is 9 days after mine. So you would think after celebrating our bdays with us for however long, that would register that you forgot my bday. So as a caption on a picture on myspace (she was my friend on there) I wrote, "You know its funny how some people are like your family, and then they ditch you and forget your bday and then call your brother on his." She read that and commented, "That's pretty harsh. But I deserve it. I'm so sorry. Happy belated." With me you can't just say sorry and have it all fixed! I hold a grudge! But then I saw her about a month ago. Me and my mom went to visit a friend at her salon. This said person was tanning at the time we showed up. As she was leaving, she said Hi to me like you would say to some random freakin person on the street! Even if you don't wanna talk to my mom.. atleast ask me how I'm doing. Even if you don't care, that's the freakin nice thing to do! So I guess we've been replaced. Let's just mention the fact that she was the person that we went to hawaii with. But when all she said was hi to me.. I was done. You don't screw me over and get away with it! So a few last words to you:
Thanks for introducing me to Kauai. But to just replace us like that, its not cool! Especially when I needed my friends and family most! I would say thanks for all the adventures.. but I don't care. And someone had told me that when you found out you missed my bday, you cried. Boo freakin Hoo! Try being me with no friends and thinking nobody cares and you forget my bday. So screw you! I hope your new freakin life sucks and I hope there's another Tsunami when you go to Hawaii this month! Thanks for pretending you care and taking it away from me. Don't try contacting me AT ALL! I'm done with you. You're not a part of my life anymore!!!.
These might sound harsh.. but you would have to know the entire story to understand.
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