Haha. Nobody will understand the title but I know what it's about so I think it's pretty hilarious!! :)
But it's been a while.. I've started writing in a journal in the last couple weeks. This last week hasn't been so good with that though.. But my gpa keeps a journal of what he does everyday. So I decided to do that. It worked for like 2 1/2 weeks of me writing in it EVERY day. Then I forgot about it, was ready to fall asleep or didn't have enough energy. But the problem with me is that once my mind gets going, it doesn't stop until it wants to. So instead of simply stating what I did that day, I end up writing 4 full pages (single spaced, front and back) of all the stuff that's going on in my mind. It's all over the place. Not a lot of people could handle being me.. I can't even handle it sometimes.. But I have no choice. I'm getting off topic again. That happens a lot. So I've been writing in my journal and I only have like 8 pages left in it I think.. and I haven't really written anything since.. wednesday? I usually write about 3 pages everyday. That is a lot of work. I'm not used to writing that much so my hand hurts and I don't want to do it on here because then I have to get my computer and stuff out.. Although, I do type faster than I write. Sometimes I need that when my brain doesn't slow down for me. But anyway.. I've been doing that but slacking a little for the last couple days. I've gotta go back and finish it soon. I remember what I did those days so it's be really easy to go write that down real quick. But because my brain is annoying.. I have to add every single detail so that's how it ends up being 4 pages. And while I'm writing something, I get another idea to write about.. so I have all kinds of notes to remind me to write about stuff that's happend.
But here are some big things that happend: (not sure if I wrote about some of them already but I'll go back and check. Just ignore it if you've already heard it.)
our apt burnt down.
i lived with my dad.
i have my own apt.
looking for a job.
brother got a new job.
spending more time with my gma.
mom got engaged.
friends?
new pills...
I'll write about all of these soon. I have a couple things that I wrote a while ago so I'll put those up here. I'm just not feeling it right now. No energy AGAIN. I hate being me sometimes. But I'll get back to blogging soon..
Can I just add....
BRENT IS HOME!! :)
I don't even care if he reads this. But I did find out that he knows who I am. So I'm pretty psyched about that!! But if you have known me for a while, you should know that I love Brent. It's been about.. 10 years? Wow that's a long time..
But he is awesome! He is such a nice guy and super adorable. <3 Just thinking about him makes me smile!! :)
-Me and Chelsey used to love going to our brothers' games because they played some of the same sports! I loved Brent and she loved Bryce. That's Brent's twin brother even though they don't look alike. But we had some good times!! Lots of fun and very weird memories.. ha ha.
<3
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